October 25, 2024

Had to calm down after looking for the sheep in Waimea. I use two cellular cameras to check on them when I’m in Kona. When scanning the field with the first one, I panned right and left and NO sheep appeared! Aaah! Then I wanted to check the video logs, but before that switched to the second camera and the picture that appeared is the one you see in this post. It is calm. Several are standing, not concerned about eating. A couple sheep in the distance butted heads, typical of those who have energy to burn. This flock is content too. When I see various sheep standing, lying down, eating, or butting heads, it indicates they are not bothered or hungry.
But I’m still bothered. It triggered my panic button and it takes me a while to get calm again. Memories flood me of previous events that were sad, or took an extreme amount of work and time to get things back in order again. It’s challenging me now, but in a few minutes things will settle down. These crazy reactions have been more frequent, and I’m pondering why that is true. AND it’s time to get down to the Humanities and Science class at YWAM Kona…