Reward

Reward

Curiosity is so evident in sheep. There is a stage where a newborn lamb might approach and follow me if I’m near enough. Even while the mom bleats to get her lamb to follow her, the lamb watches me. The ones that run up to me just melt my heart. It is my reward. While…

Selective hearing

Selective hearing

One predictable trait of sheep is selective hearing. My sheep can hear me and ignore me, or they might hear me but have their own ideas of what I want. The ones that actually follow where I’m leading them are rock stars. However, I will still gather them together to send them to the correct…

Deep questions…

Deep questions…

Receiving God’s promises comes by faith. Hope is believing for something beyond our current situation. Our perception of God’s Love directs our choices. In other writings I’ve described wrestling with my weakness. I ask questions: When am I going to experience freedom? I can declare aloud, “I am free,” but at the same moment, I…

Unyielding?

Unyielding?

I battle to keep these crazy sheep from escaping their boundaries. Just two days ago, I’m stomping after my sheep that are outside of their boundary (twice in one week.) They know where they are supposed to be, but always keep testing their boundary. My act of love is to move them inside the electric…

Yielding

Yielding

Where does the power to transform our minds come from? Getting truth into our deepest being takes time and repetition. And the following parable is from watching a horse trainer on YouTube. For horses to become rideable, they are chosen, fed, and tamed. Can you then climb on them and tell them where to go?…

Thorns

Thorns

Our state of being with ourselves and others often points out flaws in our trust in the Lord. I can be a very calm person, unruffled and steady, yet either blow up internally or externally when a trigger above my tolerance level occurs. When anxiety occurs for me, I need to examine my triggers and…

Rocks cry out…

Rocks cry out…

When I was about 18 years old, I had this discussion in my Grandma’s kitchen. I had declared, “We are saints in Christ,” and she kept saying, “No, we are sinners.” It went back and forth a few times, and neither of us changed our minds. Several decades later, I’m having this discussion with myself….

How you are wired

How you are wired

Coming to grips with deep inner longing is a deep and intimate part of my journey these days. Oddly enough, being an Oregonian gave me a great appreciation for the green fir forests and wide expanses of Willamette Valley’s grass fields. Moments ago, tears came as I connected to the fact that living in this…

Focus

Focus

This week, I watched Olympic athletes and listened to their stories. In TV interviews, many talk about mental focus. All have experts in their lives with wisdom and knowledge, but if they lose focus, the training is for naught. Yesterday I learned that top-rated women gymnasts absolutely need to keep their eyes glued to exactly…

Knowing intentions

Knowing intentions

Wild thought for the day: Submitting to God is like submitting to an Olympic expert who trains the body and mind to excel in extraordinary ways. Horses in the Olympics are trained like gymnast Simone Biles has been trained. In Dressage, horses’ feet need to move in a symmetrical but difficult pattern. They dance. How…