Not afraid
October 10, 2024


October 10, 2024


Aug 29, 2024 I’m still reacting strongly to the 30+ sheep dying this year when I’ve struggled in so many ways to provide for their needs. My mind wants to make sense of it, and this time, I’m retraining it to hear God’s real intentions—He is forever merciful. The included picture is a way to…

This last lambing season, I ended up with four lambs that got rejected by their mom, or their mom died. Also, two additional rejected lambs showed up, and those were adopted by other mama ewes. Yet one of those adopted lambs fell behind, and it later revealed that the two-teat milk supply was on one…

October 15, 2024 Some of the sheep just tolerate me. This is from another shepherdess who has a YouTube channel. So being near to her sheep daily doesn’t break down their wariness and reluctance to move closer to her. I find this pretty interesting. That’s why when a new sheep comes up to investigate me,…

Aug 21, 2024 (this is a continuation from yesterday’s post) My personal coach taught me so many things, I feel so alive, though my circumstances haven’t changed. During the pandemic, I didn’t have that feeling. It was just the opposite. Today, and for longer periods, I’ve been listening to my personal coach. My current circumstances…

2024 September 19 I couldn’t stand it when Dixie wouldn’t follow me. Why does she stop so often and is ready to run away? I did my utmost not to get angry and kept calling her to keep coming. She does this so often that I despair that she will ever follow me when times…

2024 September 18 Yesterday, the ranch caretaker texted me a picture of a bleeding lamb. So, I took off to Waimea to pick it up and check on the others. It turned out that the entire flock had once again escaped their electric fence. Apparently, this lamb cut itself when crossing the barbed wire. The…